It's been almost a month since my precious nephew was killed...it just doesn't seem real...the mornings are the hardest because its a new day without him...I don't grieve for him because he is in a better place...but I grieve for our family...we are just so lost...with so many questions and I fear we will never know the answers...
I'm tired of hearing people say...It was God's plan or it will get easier in time...and I have actually heard...are you over it yet!!!!!!!!!...he was so much more than just a nephew to me..he never came through the door without giving you a hug and saying I love you and NEVER left without doing the same...he loved life and I HATE that it was cut so short...13 years will never be enough...I am so angry!!!
My heart aches for my whole family...I just don't see a light at the end of this horrible nightmare...
I love you so much Rob Taylor...I miss you greatly but I know you are in good hands...and one day I will see you again...just not soon enough...
I am so sorry for your pain. I know there are no words to help....I lost my father to cancer, it hurts but he was 77,it is not the same ...my reason for mentioning him is I just had to put my dog down after 16 wonderful years of course I was upset some "kind" person compared it to my father as if I had put him down as well...my point is people do not know what to say. They feel pain for you and struggle with words hoping to help.Be thankful they do not understand as I know you would never wish this pain on another.
ReplyDeleteI am sending prayers for all of your family.