It's been almost a month since my precious nephew was killed...it just doesn't seem real...the mornings are the hardest because its a new day without him...I don't grieve for him because he is in a better place...but I grieve for our family...we are just so lost...with so many questions and I fear we will never know the answers...
I'm tired of hearing people say...It was God's plan or it will get easier in time...and I have actually heard...are you over it yet!!!!!!!!!...he was so much more than just a nephew to me..he never came through the door without giving you a hug and saying I love you and NEVER left without doing the same...he loved life and I HATE that it was cut so short...13 years will never be enough...I am so angry!!!
My heart aches for my whole family...I just don't see a light at the end of this horrible nightmare...
I love you so much Rob Taylor...I miss you greatly but I know you are in good hands...and one day I will see you again...just not soon enough...
